![]() The gambling establishments were not evil or bad they never made me gamble they never made me lie, I did that to myself. ![]() Yet it would require me to put more effort in to my recovery than the effort I put in to my addictions. The recovery program was going to help me help myself become a much healthier person. Gambling was a form of escape when I could not cope with people life and situations. No one made me to Gamble I went gambling when I felt emotionally vulnerable. I was in effect was going to Gambling and giving complete strangers my holiday nice cloths food and say that I did not deserve nice healthy things in my life. That when I went to Gambling I was wasting so much time and money I was in effect working for nothing. The recovery helped me understand that Gambling was unhealthy for me. I feared being honest because as a child when ever I was honest I was punished for it. ![]() The more I gambled the more fears grew in me, with each lie came further fears I did not understand. In time the more I gambled the more I gave up faith and hope in myself. ![]()
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